"Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house.
"Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven."  ~Matthew 5:15-16
Live your life trying to be the best you can be. Let Heavenly Father's Spirit dwell in you and your goodness shall be shown before those around you.

"Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
"For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened."
~Matthew 7:7-8
 Our Heavenly Father will always be there, but we must go to Him to seek for His helping hand first. "..ye must pour out your souls in your closets and your secret places, and in your wilderness..let your hearts be full, drawn out in prayer unto him continually.." (Alma 34:26-27).

"For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever shall lose his life for my sake and the gospel’s, the same shall save it."
~Mark 8:35
Go out there and do the Lord's work..lose yourself in the service of God. Be charitable and love those around you, despite your differences. I have never been an official missionary of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, but I am still a missionary for the Lord and I can still do my best to be an example and spread the Gospel with others in my life. Remember, "God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power.." (2 Tim. 1:7). Don't fear, but stand with strength and with faith in the Lord, that He may direct you in your life. The Spirit of the Lord is what brings us strength, so seek for that gift now and ye shall be blessed from here on after.